here and now

college..hmmm

was fearing this actually..

did i happen to mention that he was my senior...that this is where i met him...that here in this group of buildings standing tall distinct from the city..a near anomaly between the professors' houses and the fields that stretch out behind...

it was so incredulous...me falling..aganist reason..defying logic..letting myself feel something that right from the onset had the power to destroy me...
what confirms how surreal it all was reading all my diary entries...

its happened and it hasnt

very bitter-sweet

always loved chocolate...u know